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Finally I awake

To remind me how meaningful my life is... A time comes in my life when i finally get it. When in the midst of all my fears and insanity i stop dead in my tracks and somewhere the voice inside my head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, my sobs begin to subside, i shudder once or twice, i blink back my tears and through a mantle of wet lashes i begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is my awakening. i realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. i come to terms with the fact that she is not Cinderella and i am not Prince Charming and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter). and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with me, and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.

DOAKU

Ya Allah Jika Kau Halalkan Aku Merindui Kekasihmu Jangan Biarkan Aku Melampaui Batas Sehingga Melupakan Aku Pada Cinta Hakiki Dan Rindu Abadi Hanya Kepadamu, Bahwa bukan keindahan fizikal yang utama, tp akhlak dan perilakunya. Bukan pula kecantikan wajah yang melenakan, namun ketawadhu’an yang memikat jiwa. Betapa semua itu akan menjadi aura yang terpancar, Ya Allah....Jdiknlah cintaku kpdMU sbg s'suatu yg plng aku sukai... Dan rsa takutku pdMU sbg suatu rsa yg plng dlm.... Putusknlah sgla k'tergantungn dunia dri ku.... Dan gantilah dg rsa rindu utk brjumpa dgMU.... Bila Engkau mmberikn pd ahli dunia ketenangan, ingin ada kluarga yg SAKINAH..MAWADAH..WARAHMAH...bhagia dunia akhirat., Apabila Allah memanggilku ambilah aku dalam keadaan Khusnul Khotimah (baik di akhir) dan sempatkanlah aku mengucapkan kalimat "LA ILAHA ILLALLAH" amin ya Allah

WAHAI JIWA MARI BANGKIT

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim Semoga saat dirimu membaca tulisan ini, dirimu dalam keadaan tersenyum. Kerana Allah telah menghadirkan kembali rasa sayang serta KasihNya padamu dan menjalani hari – hari penuh lelah, merangkai senyum dalam keletihan. Semoga suatu hari nanti dirimu dan “aku” boleh berhimpun dalam suasana penuh cinta. Nampaknya aku rasa rindu sangat untuk menyapa dirimu, untuk sebuah rasa rinduku padamu. Apa khabar agaknya dirimu hari ini? Dari tempat aku menulis ini, aku selalu berdoa dalam segenap hatiku, agar engkau di sana tetap teguh dalam keimanan, dan Allah tak pernah hentinya mencurahkan RahmatNya padamu. Ada suatu rasa untuk tidak bisa aku luahkan dihadapanmu, untuk dirimu, hanya kata-kata mampu aku susunkan. Seorang insan menyampaikan kata buat diri ini, aku tersentuh, bila 'itu' yang manusia kirim, hati berbisik meletakkan keyakinan, ada sesuatu yang lebih indah akan Allah kirim buat mereka yang terus usaha,sabar dan redha.... Ada sesuatu yang

"I don’t want to be anywhere else, and if I have to give all of myself, I don’t want to be anywhere else but here with you"

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I’ll wait until you come Cause I can’t forget your love. I feel like I’m going to cry when I think of you, Its gets deeper as time goes, I can’t stop thinking about your love. I don’t think I can forget all of you, I don’t think I’ll be able to believe it when you return. I can’t forget your love, No matter how long it takes, I’ll wait for you to come. I stay up all night thinking of you. I can’t hold back the tears and end up crying by myself. I cried.. You were the only existing in my world. Losing you, I have nothing left. I can’t forget your love. I never tried to forget you, It’s a task that’s worthless to me. Thinking of you every day is a precious to me as breathing.. I can’t forget your love, you know I need your love.. I need your everything, I need you back.. I can wait for you till you come back, Come back to me.. I just want be with you.. i miss u! " Treat her like shes more than you want.. more than you could ever dream.. and more than she thinks she is... like sh